The Photographer’s Secret
Part 1: The Frame
The first time I saw him through my camera lens, I felt something shift inside me—not the usual thrill of capturing the perfect moment, but a sense of déjà vu so powerful it made my hands tremble. He was standing at the edge of the wedding party, champagne flute in hand, laughing at something the best man had said. His profile was striking against the setting sun: strong jawline, slightly crooked nose (broken once, perhaps), and eyes that crinkled genuinely when he smiled.
I lowered my camera and blinked. The feeling faded but didn’t disappear entirely, an echo of recognition that made no sense. I had never met this man before today.
“Elena, can you get a shot of the bride’s parents by the fountain?” My assistant’s voice broke through my reverie, and I nodded, grateful for the distraction.
“On it,” I replied, forcing my attention back to the job I was being paid very well to do.
My name is Elena Vasquez, and I’m a wedding photographer—one of the best in New York City, if my fully booked calendar and waiting list of anxious brides is any indication. I’ve spent the last decade capturing other people’s happiest moments while keeping a careful distance from my own. It’s easier that way, cleaner. I observe, I document, I deliver beautiful memories, and I move on to the next celebration.
That evening, as I photographed the Keller-Steinman wedding at the Brooklyn Botanical Gardens, I found my lens drifting repeatedly toward the same man. He wasn’t in the wedding party; I had memorized those faces weeks ago during the engagement photoshoot. Just a guest, mid-thirties perhaps, dressed in a well-tailored navy suit that suggested money but not ostentation. He moved with easy confidence through the crowd, engaging warmly with various guests but never staying too long with any particular group.
Something about him felt… off. Not in a threatening way, but like a word on the tip of your tongue that refuses to materialize. I kept thinking I’d met him before, though I was certain I hadn’t. In my line of work, I rarely forgot a face.
When the reception was in full swing, I was adjusting my camera settings near the bar when I felt someone approach.
“You’re the photographer,” a voice said—not a question.
I looked up to find him standing there, the mysterious guest who had captured my attention all evening. Up close, his eyes were a clear hazel with flecks of gold around the pupils, and a small scar bisected his left eyebrow. He was holding two glasses of sparkling water.
“I thought you might be thirsty,” he said, offering one to me. “I’ve been watching you work. You never stop moving.”
I hesitated before accepting the drink. Something about his direct gaze made me feel exposed, as if he could see beyond my professional facade.
“Thank you, Mr…?”
“Daniel. Daniel Blackwood.” He extended his hand, and I shook it briefly. His grip was firm but not aggressive, his palm slightly calloused. Not the hands of someone who worked exclusively behind a desk.
“Elena Vasquez.”
“I know,” he said with a small smile. “Your reputation precedes you. Sophie—the bride—wouldn’t stop talking about how lucky they were to book you.”
I took a sip of water, using the moment to study him more carefully. His accent was American but with subtle undertones I couldn’t quite place—somewhere European, perhaps.
“How do you know the couple?” I asked, falling back on the safe small talk I’d perfected at hundreds of weddings.
“I went to college with James,” he replied, referring to the groom. “We lost touch for a while, but reconnected a few years ago.”
I nodded, but something about his answer felt rehearsed, too smooth. Before I could probe further, my assistant appeared at my elbow.
“Elena, they’re about to cut the cake,” she whispered urgently.
“Duty calls,” I said to Daniel, setting down the half-empty glass. “Thanks for the water.”
“My pleasure,” he replied, and something in his tone made me pause. “Perhaps we’ll have a chance to continue our conversation later.”
I nodded noncommittally and moved away, unsettled in a way I couldn’t articulate. As I positioned myself to capture the cake-cutting ceremony, I found myself scanning the crowd for his face again. He was standing at the back now, watching not the bride and groom but me.
The moment our eyes met across the room, that same jolt of recognition hit me—stronger this time, accompanied by a flash of something like memory: white stucco walls, the scent of lemon trees, a man’s laughter. And then it was gone, leaving me disoriented and confused.
For the rest of the evening, I threw myself into my work with a focused intensity that even my assistant noticed. “You okay?” she asked during a rare quiet moment. “You seem a little… intense tonight.”
“I’m fine,” I lied, adjusting my lens. “Just want to make sure we get all the shots on Sophie’s list.”
By the time the reception wound down and guests began to depart, I was exhausted but relieved. I’d managed to avoid any further interaction with Daniel Blackwood, though I’d felt his eyes on me throughout the night. As I packed up my equipment, I scanned the thinning crowd but didn’t see him. Perhaps he’d already left.
The thought brought a mixture of disappointment and relief that I didn’t care to examine too closely.
“Ms. Vasquez?”
I turned to find the wedding planner approaching, an envelope in hand.
“The parents of the bride wanted me to give you this,” she said, passing it to me. “A token of appreciation for staying later than contracted.”
“That’s very kind, but not necessary,” I replied, though I accepted the envelope. “It’s all part of the service.”
After loading my equipment into my car, I sat for a moment in the driver’s seat, suddenly reluctant to return to my empty apartment. The wedding had been beautiful, one of those rare events where the love between the couple felt genuine and infectious. It had left me with a hollow ache beneath my ribs that I usually managed to avoid by focusing on f-stops and composition.
I opened the envelope, expecting to find a generous tip. Instead, a simple white card fell out with an elegant gray border. Written in a strong, masculine hand were the words:
The Vineyard Café, 42nd and Lexington, tomorrow, 3 PM. I believe we have met before, Elena. Much depends on your remembering. —D.B.
My breath caught. I flipped the card over, but the back was blank. How had Daniel managed to slip this to the wedding planner? And what did he mean, we had met before?
I should have thrown the card away. In my decade of wedding photography, I’d received plenty of invitations from guests—sometimes innocent requests for coffee, sometimes more suggestive propositions. I had a strict policy of polite refusal. Mixing business with pleasure was a complication I avoided at all costs.
But as I drove home through the quiet Brooklyn streets, the card seemed to burn a hole in my bag. Much depends on your remembering. The words echoed in my mind, along with that strange flash of memory—white walls, lemon trees, a feeling of both joy and profound loss.
By the time I reached my apartment in Park Slope, exhaustion had overtaken curiosity. I set my alarm, planning to download and start processing the wedding photos early the next morning. The card I placed on my nightstand, telling myself I would decide what to do about it after a good night’s sleep.
I dreamed of a man with hazel eyes and a scar through his eyebrow, standing in a sun-drenched courtyard, holding out his hand to me. “Remember,” he said, his voice urgent. “You must remember, Elena.” Behind him, shadows gathered, darkening the bright space, reaching for him with tendrils of inky blackness. I tried to call out a warning, but no sound emerged. I tried to run to him, but my feet were rooted to the stone floor.
I woke gasping, tangled in sweat-dampened sheets, the dream already fading but leaving behind a residue of panic and loss. Outside my window, the first light of dawn was breaking over the city. I reached for my phone and silenced the alarm before it could sound.
Coffee. I needed coffee before I could make sense of anything.
As I waited for the espresso machine to warm up, I found myself staring at the card from Daniel Blackwood. Much depends on your remembering. The words seemed more ominous in the gray morning light.
I should ignore it. Delete the wedding photos that featured him too prominently. Forget the strange feeling of recognition and the dream that still clung to the edges of my consciousness.
Instead, I found myself typing his name into my laptop’s search bar.
The results were disappointingly ordinary. A LinkedIn profile for a Daniel Blackwood, investment consultant at Meridian Partners. The photo matched the man from the wedding—same clear hazel eyes, same small scar through the eyebrow. According to his profile, he had an MBA from Columbia and had been with Meridian for six years. Before that, a stint at a smaller firm in Boston. Nothing unusual, nothing that explained the unsettling sense of familiarity or my vivid dream.
I clicked over to Instagram and found a private account with the handle @d_blackwood. The profile picture was too small to make out clearly, but it could have been him. No way to see his posts without following him.
Facebook yielded similar results—a profile with tight privacy settings. I could see only a profile photo (definitely him, in a casual shot on what looked like a hiking trail) and a cover image of a coastline I didn’t recognize.
Nothing suspicious, nothing unusual, and yet my unease grew. It was all too perfect, too carefully curated. Like a cover story rather than a life.
By the time I’d finished my coffee, I’d made my decision. I would meet him at the café. If nothing else, I could put this strange feeling to rest and move on with my life. And if there was something more… well, I’d find out what it was.
I spent the morning processing photos from the wedding, deliberately saving his images for last. When I finally allowed myself to look at them closely, the sense of familiarity returned, stronger than before. In one shot, he was in profile, watching the dance floor with a slight smile. In another, he was engaged in conversation with an elderly woman, his head bent attentively toward her. In each image, he seemed both perfectly at ease and slightly apart from the celebration around him, an observer rather than a participant.
Just like me.
At 2:30, I changed into a simple sundress and comfortable sandals, applied minimal makeup, and twisted my dark hair into a loose knot at the nape of my neck. Professional but not overtly formal—appropriate for a casual meeting with a potential client, which is what I told myself this was.
The Vineyard Café was a small, upscale establishment tucked between high-rises in Midtown. It specialized in wines from small producers and artisanal cheeses, catering to the after-work crowd from nearby office buildings. At 3 PM on a Sunday, it was relatively quiet.
Daniel was already there when I arrived, seated at a corner table with clear sightlines to both the entrance and the street beyond. He stood as I approached, a gesture that felt oddly formal and old-fashioned.
“You came,” he said, and the relief in his voice was palpable. “I wasn’t sure you would.”
“Neither was I,” I admitted, taking the seat across from him. “Your note was… intriguing.”
A server appeared, and Daniel ordered a bottle of white wine without consulting the menu. “The Albariño from Galicia,” he specified. “2018 if they have it.”
The server nodded and disappeared.
“You seem very confident in your wine selection,” I observed. “Have you been here before?”
“A few times,” he replied, though something about his answer felt evasive. He leaned forward slightly. “Thank you for coming, Elena. I know this must seem strange.”
“That’s one word for it,” I agreed. “Your note said we’ve met before, but I’m certain I would remember.”
The server returned with the wine, presented the bottle for Daniel’s approval, then poured two glasses and discreetly withdrew.
Daniel took a sip before answering. “What if I told you we’ve met many times? In many places?” His gaze was steady, searching my face for recognition. “What if I told you that you’ve known me for much longer than you realize?”
A chill ran through me despite the warmth of the café. “I’d say that sounds like a line from a bad thriller,” I replied, keeping my voice light though my heart had begun to race. “Or that you’ve mistaken me for someone else.”
He shook his head. “No mistake. It’s you, Elena. It’s always been you.” He reached into his jacket pocket and withdrew a small velvet pouch, which he placed on the table between us. “Perhaps this will help you remember.”
I hesitated before picking up the pouch, suddenly afraid of what it might contain. It was heavier than it looked, and when I loosened the drawstring and tipped the contents into my palm, I gasped.
A necklace lay coiled in my hand—a delicate silver chain supporting a pendant unlike anything I’d seen before. It appeared to be ancient, perhaps Greek or Roman, a circular disk of tarnished silver with intricate patterns that seemed to shift as I examined them. In the center was a small, milky stone that caught the light in strange ways, revealing hints of blue and purple beneath its cloudy surface.
“What is this?” I whispered, unable to take my eyes off the pendant. As I held it, that sense of recognition returned tenfold, along with a wave of dizziness so intense I had to grip the edge of the table to steady myself.
“It’s yours,” Daniel said simply. “It’s always been yours.”
Images flashed through my mind: the same pendant hanging around my neck in a candlelit room with stone walls; warm hands fastening the clasp as I stood before a mirror in a dress of deep blue velvet; the pendant clutched in my palm as I ran through darkness, my breath coming in gasps, fear driving me forward.
I dropped the necklace onto the table as if it had burned me. “What’s happening to me?” My voice sounded distant, hollow.
Daniel’s expression was a mixture of concern and cautious hope. “You’re remembering, Elena. Just glimpses, fragments—but it’s a start.”
“Remembering what?” I demanded, anger suddenly cutting through my confusion. “Stop speaking in riddles. Tell me what this is about.”
He sighed, running a hand through his hair—a gesture that triggered another flash of memory: the same motion performed in frustration, in a room filled with maps and old books, his voice urgent as he argued with someone out of my view.
“It’s a complicated story,” he said finally. “One that spans more time than you’re currently aware of. I need you to trust me, at least enough to listen.”
“Trust needs to be earned,” I replied, though something deeper than logic was pulling me toward belief. “Start at the beginning.”
He took another sip of wine, as if gathering his thoughts. “The beginning,” he murmured. “That’s the problem, Elena. I’m not entirely sure where the beginning is anymore.” He met my eyes directly. “But I can tell you that you and I have known each other across many lifetimes. We find each other, again and again, drawn together by something stronger than fate. And each time, they find us too.”
“They?” I echoed, that chill returning.
“The Collectors,” he said, lowering his voice. “They’re drawn to the energy of our connection. They feed on it, grow stronger from it. And when they’re done feeding, they… take something from us. Memories. Time. Sometimes entire lives.”
I should have walked out then. Should have dismissed him as delusional or dangerous or both. Instead, I found myself reaching for the necklace again, my fingers tracing the patterns on the ancient pendant.
“This makes no sense,” I said, but I could hear the uncertainty in my own voice.
“Doesn’t it?” Daniel countered gently. “Haven’t you always felt like something was missing? Haven’t you always been searching for something you couldn’t name?”
His words hit with the force of truth. All my life, I’d felt incomplete, as if some essential part of me had been misplaced. It was why I’d become a photographer—to capture moments that seemed to slip through my fingers too quickly, to preserve what felt impermanent. It was why I kept people at a distance, why I observed rather than participated.
“Even if I believed this,” I said slowly, “which I’m not saying I do—what does it have to do with this necklace? Or with you finding me at that wedding?”
“The pendant is a talisman,” Daniel explained. “It helps anchor memories across lifetimes. As for the wedding—that was coincidence, or perhaps something more. I’ve been searching for you for three years in this lifetime. When I saw you across that reception hall, I knew immediately. You didn’t recognize me, which meant they had already begun their work.”
“The Collectors,” I said, the word leaving a bitter taste on my tongue.
He nodded grimly. “They’re already here, already circling. They know we’ve found each other again. That’s why you need to remember, Elena. We don’t have much time.”
Before I could respond, a sharp splintering sound made us both turn toward the window. A jagged crack had appeared in the glass, spreading like ice across water, though nothing had struck it.
Daniel’s face went pale. “We need to go. Now.”
“What—”
“They’ve found us,” he said, already standing and dropping bills on the table to cover our barely-touched wine. “Please, Elena. I know you don’t fully believe me yet, but I’m asking you to trust your instincts. Something inside you knows I’m telling the truth.”
The cracking sound came again, and now all the windows of the café were spiderwebbed with fractures, though they didn’t break completely. The few other patrons looked around in confusion. The server who had brought our wine stood frozen near the bar, a bottle half-raised in his hand.
And then I saw them. Or rather, I saw the absence of them—areas where the light bent wrongly, where the air seemed to thicken and warp. They were moving toward our table with a terrible purpose.
“Elena,” Daniel said, his voice low and urgent. “Take the pendant. Put it on. Now.”
My hands moved almost of their own accord, lifting the necklace and fastening it around my neck. The moment the cool metal touched my skin, something shifted in my perception. The shadowy distortions became more defined, taking on vaguely humanoid shapes, their outlines flickering like bad television reception.
“You can see them now, can’t you?” Daniel asked, watching my face.
I nodded, unable to form words as terror gripped me. The nearest shape was less than ten feet away, moving with a gliding motion that reminded me of a shark through water.
“We need to run,” Daniel said, grasping my hand. “Together. Don’t look back.”
And then we were moving, pushing past confused patrons toward the rear of the café. Behind us, I heard glass finally shatter, followed by screams of alarm. Daniel led me through a service door into a narrow hallway, then down a flight of stairs I hadn’t known existed.
“Where are we going?” I gasped as we emerged into an alley behind the building.
“Somewhere they can’t follow,” he replied, still pulling me forward. “Not yet, anyway.”
We ran through the Sunday afternoon crowds, weaving between tourists and locals enjoying the summer weather. No one seemed to notice our desperate flight or the shadowy distortions that pursued us, flowing around pedestrians who shivered unknowingly as the entities passed.
Daniel led me into the Grand Central Terminal, down to the lower concourse, and through a maintenance door that should have been locked but opened at his touch. Beyond was a narrow passage that looked ancient, its brick walls damp with seepage, illuminated only by sparse emergency lighting.
“What is this place?” I asked, my voice echoing slightly.
“An old service tunnel, part of the original construction,” Daniel explained, still moving forward at a brisk pace. “They have difficulty manifesting in certain locations—places with running water, old iron, specific geometric patterns. This tunnel has all three.”
As if to confirm his words, I glanced back and saw the shadows had stopped at the entrance to the passage, writhing in apparent frustration.
“They’ll find another way,” Daniel said, noticing my backward glance. “We have maybe twenty minutes before they reorient.”
The tunnel eventually opened into a small, circular chamber that looked like it had once been used for storage. Now it contained only a rusted metal table and two chairs. Daniel gestured for me to sit, then began rummaging in a battered locker I hadn’t noticed initially.
“How did you know this was here?” I asked, trying to catch my breath.
“I’ve been preparing for this possibility,” he replied, extracting a plastic bottle of water which he offered to me. “Ever since I realized they had already started working on you.”
I accepted the water gratefully, my throat dry from our flight. “Working on me… you mean taking my memories?”
He nodded, taking the seat across from me. “They feed on certain emotional energies—particularly the recognition between souls who have known each other across multiple lifetimes. When they sense that connection reestablishing, they move in. They start by taking small memories, moments of recognition. Then they take more, until there’s nothing left of the connection.”
“But why? What do they gain?”
“Energy,” Daniel said simply. “A form of sustenance. Our connection—what some might call a soul bond—generates a particular frequency that nourishes them.”
It sounded insane. And yet, the pendant around my neck felt right, felt like it belonged there. And those shadowy entities had been real—I had seen them, felt the cold emptiness they emanated.
“You said I’ve known you across many lifetimes,” I said slowly. “How many?”
A sad smile touched his lips. “More than I can count. The earliest I can remember clearly was Crete, around 1600 BCE. You were a priestess in the temple at Knossos. I was a sailor who had survived a shipwreck.”
“That’s impossible,” I whispered, but even as I spoke, images flickered at the edges of my consciousness—stone corridors painted with spirals and bulls, the scent of incense and sea air, a man with familiar eyes speaking in a language I shouldn’t understand but somehow did.
“The pendant helps preserve memories across the threshold of death,” Daniel continued. “When you wear it, it reconnects you to what you’ve forgotten. Not all at once—that would be too overwhelming—but gradually, as you’re ready to accept each piece.”
I touched the pendant at my throat, feeling the intricate patterns beneath my fingertips. “If what you’re saying is true, why did I forget this time? Why didn’t the pendant protect my memories?”
Daniel’s expression darkened. “They’re getting stronger, more sophisticated. In our last lifetime, they found a way to separate you from the pendant at a crucial moment.” His voice caught slightly. “I couldn’t reach you in time.”
“What happened?” I asked, though part of me feared the answer.
“Spain, 1937,” he said quietly. “The Civil War. You were a photographer then too—documenting the conflict for an American newspaper. I was working with the International Brigades. We found each other in Madrid, recognized each other almost immediately.”
Another flash of memory: air raid sirens, the smell of dust and cordite, a cramped apartment with photographs drying on a clothesline strung across the room.
“The Collectors found us quickly that time,” Daniel continued. “We tried to flee the city, but there was shelling, chaos. We got separated. I searched for weeks, months. By the time I found you…” He stopped, pain evident in his voice.
“I was already gone,” I finished for him, somehow knowing the truth.
He nodded. “The pendant was missing. I think they took it, used it somehow to accelerate the process. When I died in 1943—a German bullet near Salerno—I hoped I’d find you quickly in the next life. But it took longer this time. They’ve been interfering, I think. Manipulating circumstances to keep us apart.”
“But you found me,” I said, reaching across the table to take his hand without fully understanding why. The moment our fingers touched, more memories surfaced—tangled sheets in a sunlit room, his hands in my hair, laughter shared over a bottle of wine in a garden fragrant with herbs.
“I always find you,” he said, his voice rough with emotion. “And now we need to ensure they don’t separate us again.”
At that moment, the emergency lights flickered, casting the chamber into momentary darkness. When they steadied, Daniel was on his feet.
“They’re coming,” he said. “Sooner than I expected. We need to move.”
“Where can we go?” I asked, standing as well. “If they can find us anywhere—”
“Not anywhere,” Daniel corrected, moving to the far wall of the chamber and pressing against what looked like solid brick. To my astonishment, a section of the wall slid aside, revealing another passage. “There are places they can’t easily reach. Sanctuaries created long ago by people who understood what the Collectors were, who fought against them.”
“Who created them?” I asked, following him into the new tunnel, which was drier and appeared better maintained than the previous one.
“That’s a longer story,” Daniel replied, leading me forward at a quick pace. “The short version is that the Collectors are a byproduct of human consciousness—parasites that evolved to feed on specific emotional energies. They’ve been around as long as humanity has been self-aware.”
“And these sanctuaries? Who built them?”
“People like us,” he said. “Souls who recognized the threat and found ways to combat it. Some called themselves Keepers or Guardians. Different names in different eras, but always the same purpose—to preserve human connections against those who would feed on them.”
The passage opened into what appeared to be an abandoned subway platform—not one of the public stations of the New York transit system, but something older, more ornate, with tiled mosaics depicting astronomical symbols and geometric patterns similar to those on my pendant.
“The City Hall Loop,” Daniel explained, noting my wonder. “One of the original stations, closed to the public since 1945. The Keepers had a hand in its design. The patterns in the tile work create a barrier that the Collectors find difficult to penetrate.”
“You keep saying ‘the Keepers’ as if they’re gone,” I observed.
Daniel’s expression was grim. “Many are. The Collectors have been systematically hunting them down over the past century. Technology has made it easier for them to find their targets, to isolate them.”
“Are we Keepers?”
“We were, once. In multiple lifetimes.” He moved to a bench that appeared newer than the surrounding architecture and removed a panel beneath it, revealing a small cache of supplies—bottled water, energy bars, a first aid kit, and what looked like an ancient leather-bound book. “We can rest here for a while. The protective patterns will buy us some time.”
I sank onto the bench, suddenly aware of how exhausted I was. The pendant felt warm against my skin, pulsing gently in time with my heartbeat.
“I know this is a lot to process,” Daniel said, sitting beside me. “And I understand your skepticism. But the fact that you can see the Collectors now, that you’re beginning to remember—it confirms what I’ve been saying.”
“Even if all this is true,” I said, “what do we do now? Keep running? Hide in abandoned subway stations for the rest of our lives?”
“No,” Daniel replied, his voice firm. “We fight back. We reclaim what they’ve taken from us—your memories, our connection. And then we find other pairs like us, help them remember too. The more souls who awaken to the truth, the weaker the Collectors become.”
“How do we do that?”
He removed the book from the cache, its leather binding cracked with age, the pages yellowed and brittle. “With knowledge preserved across generations. With tools and techniques developed by those who came before us.” He opened the book carefully, revealing pages covered in handwritten text in multiple languages, interspersed with diagrams and symbols.
“I can’t read any of that,” I said, peering at the unfamiliar scripts.
“You will,” Daniel assured me. “As more of your memories return, so will the knowledge that accompanies them. The languages, the symbols—you knew them once. You’ll know them again.”
I touched the pendant again, trying to reconcile the impossible story with the evidence of my own experience. Those shadowy entities had been real. The memories surfacing in my mind felt authentic, not like fantasies or dreams.
“Tell me something else I should remember,” I said. “Something that might help trigger more memories.”
Daniel considered for a moment. “Greece, 1822. The War of Independence. You were the daughter of a revolutionary leader. I was an English philhellene who had come to fight for the Greek cause. We met in Athens during the siege. You saved my life when Turkish forces broke through the defenses.”
As he spoke, images formed in my mind—smoke rising from burning buildings, the acrid smell of gunpowder, the weight of a pistol in my hand as I stood over a wounded man with familiar eyes, shouting defiance at approaching soldiers.
“A bullet grazed your shoulder,” I murmured, the memory suddenly vivid. “I dragged you into a cellar. We stayed there for three days while the fighting raged above us.”
Daniel’s eyes lit up. “Yes. You tore your petticoat to bandage my wound. You had the pendant then too—it was a family heirloom, passed down through generations of your mother’s line.”
“My mother,” I said slowly, another memory surfacing. “She told me the pendant would protect me, that it had been blessed by ancient gods. I thought it was just a story to comfort a child.”
“It was much more than that,” Daniel said. “Your mother was a Keeper too, though I don’t think she fully understood what that meant. The knowledge had been fragmented, passed down in pieces through your family.”
More memories were returning now, flowing faster—different times, different places, but always the same two souls finding each other. Renaissance Florence, where I had been an artist’s apprentice and he a scholar from the north. Colonial Boston, where he had been a physician and I the daughter of a merchant who defied my family to marry him. Paris in the 1880s, where we had both been students, meeting by chance in a crowded café.
And through it all, the shadowy presence of the Collectors, circling, waiting for moments of vulnerability.
“They’ve taken so much from us,” I whispered, tears filling my eyes as I began to comprehend the magnitude of the loss—not just memories, but entire lifetimes of connection.
“But never everything,” Daniel countered, taking my hands in his. “Never the core of who we are to each other. We always find our way back.”
A sudden tremor ran through the station, dust sifting down from the ornate ceiling. The protective patterns in the tile work began to glow faintly, a soft blue luminescence tracing the geometric designs.
“They’re testing the barriers,” Daniel said, his expression tense. “We should move deeper into the sanctuary.”
He led me through a hidden door disguised as part of the decorative wall, into yet another passage. This one sloped downward, the air growing cooler and damper as we descended. The walls here were older, rougher stone rather than the finished tile of the station.
“Where are we going?” I asked, trying to maintain my mental map of our route.
“To the heart of the sanctuary,” Daniel replied. “A chamber directly beneath City Hall. It’s the safest place in Manhattan—the protective patterns are strongest there.”
“And then what?”
He glanced back at me, his expression a mixture of determination and apology. “Then we complete the remembering. It won’t be easy or comfortable. Full restoration of memories across lifetimes is intense, sometimes painful. But it’s the only way to strengthen our connection enough to repel the Collectors permanently.”
Another tremor shook the passage, more violent than the first. Small fragments of stone broke loose from the ceiling, pattering around us like hard rain.
“They’re attacking the outer barriers,” Daniel said, his pace quickening. “We need to hurry.”
We half-ran the remaining distance, emerging into a circular chamber that took my breath away. The ceiling soared at least thirty feet above us, forming a perfect dome. The walls were covered in the same geometric patterns as the pendant, but on a massive scale, the lines and symbols inlaid with what appeared to be silver and gold. In the center of the chamber stood a raised platform of white marble, circular like the room itself, surrounded by a narrow channel in which water flowed in a continuous circuit.
“It’s beautiful,” I breathed, the word inadequate for the sense of peace and protection that enveloped me as we entered.
“It was built in the 1700s,” Daniel explained, “when this was still part of the original Dutch settlement. The Keepers of that era disguised its construction as part of a water management system for the growing city.”
He led me to the central platform, stepping carefully over the water channel. The marble surface was inlaid with a seven-pointed star, each point marked with a symbol that matched one of the patterns on my pendant.
“Sit in the center,” Daniel instructed, “with the pendant touching the stone.”
I obeyed, lowering myself onto the cool marble, crossing my legs and letting the pendant rest against the surface of the platform. Immediately, I felt a resonance, a humming vibration that traveled from the stone through the pendant and into my body.
Daniel sat opposite me, our knees almost touching. “Now we begin the remembering,” he said solemnly. “Give me your hands.”
As our fingers intertwined, the vibration intensified. The patterns on the walls began to glow, just as the tiles in the station had, but brighter, more defined. The light seemed to flow like liquid, tracing the geometric designs until the entire chamber was illuminated with a blue-white radiance.
“Close your eyes,” Daniel murmured. “Don’t fight what comes.”
I let my eyelids fall closed, and immediately the memories began—not in fragments this time, but in a continuous, overwhelming flood. Lifetimes flashed before my inner vision: joy and sorrow, love and loss, moments of connection so intense they took my breath away.
I felt myself gasping, trembling with the force of the memories. Daniel’s grip on my hands tightened, anchoring me as I was swept through centuries of shared existence.
“Stay with me,” his voice came from a distance. “Don’t let go.”
Another tremor shook the chamber, stronger than before. I heard the sound of stone cracking, water splashing. The Collectors were breaking through the barriers.
“I know,” Daniel replied, his voice steady despite the danger. “We need to complete the remembering before they breach the final barriers. Stay focused, Elena. Stay with me.”
The tremors increased, the sound of cracking stone growing louder. I could feel the presence of the Collectors pressing against the sanctuary’s defenses, their cold emptiness seeking a way in. But the memories continued to flow, centuries of shared existence unfolding behind my closed eyelids.
I remembered now. All of it.
The first meeting in ancient Crete—I had found him half-drowned on the shore below the temple, his ship shattered by a storm. Against the temple laws, I had hidden him, nursed him back to health. We had fallen in love in secret, meeting in sea caves as the moon rose over the Mediterranean. When discovered, we had fled together, taking with us only the sacred pendant I had sworn to protect.
Renaissance Florence—I had been the daughter of a cloth merchant, secretly apprenticed to a master painter. He had come from Venice, a scholar studying ancient texts. We had recognized each other instantly, across a crowded marketplace. Three years of blissful connection before the plague took him, leaving me alone with our infant son and the pendant that had passed between us through lifetimes.
Colonial Boston, Paris, Madrid, Athens—each life different in its circumstances but identical in its core: two souls finding each other again and again, the pendant serving as both catalyst and anchor for our memories.
And through it all, the shadows that followed—the Collectors, drawn to the energy of our recognition, our reunion. Sometimes we had decades together before they found us. Sometimes only days. Sometimes, as in Spain during the Civil War, they had separated us before we could fully reconnect, leaving one or both of us to live out the remainder of that life in the hollowed-out emptiness of a severed bond.
“I remember everything,” I gasped, the weight of accumulated lives almost crushing in its intensity.
“Not yet,” Daniel said, his grip on my hands tightening. “There’s more. You need to remember the knowledge too—what we learned about them, about how to fight them.”
The chamber shook violently, dust and small fragments of stone showering down from the dome above. The flowing water in the channel around the platform began to ripple and splash, its circuit disturbed.
“They’re breaking through,” I said, feeling their approach like a cold wind against my skin.
“Focus, Elena,” Daniel urged. “Remember what we learned in Alexandria.”
Alexandria. The great library. Scrolls of ancient wisdom collected from across the known world. I had been a scholar there, one of the few women permitted to study the secret texts kept in the hidden chambers beneath the main collection. Daniel had been a Roman officer, stationed in the city against his will, yearning for home. We had met during a public lecture on astronomy, our eyes connecting across the crowded hall.
In that lifetime, we had discovered texts that spoke of the Collectors—what they were, how they fed, how they could be repelled. We had joined a secret society of Keepers, learning to recognize others like ourselves, souls who had known each other across multiple lifetimes. Together, we had developed techniques to strengthen those connections, to create sanctuaries where the Collectors could not easily penetrate.
“The binding ritual,” I said suddenly, the knowledge surfacing from the depths of memory. “That’s what we need to do.”
“Yes,” Daniel confirmed. “It will seal our connection in this lifetime, make it impossible for them to separate us again.”
“But we need a third,” I remembered, the details of the ritual becoming clear in my mind. “The ritual requires a triangle—two connected souls and a Keeper to anchor the binding.”
Daniel’s expression grew grim. “The Keepers are gone, Elena. Hunted to near extinction. We’re on our own.”
The chamber shook again, more violently this time. A large crack appeared in the domed ceiling, zigzagging from one side to the other like lightning frozen in stone. The protective patterns on the walls began to flicker, their glow dimming and strengthening in irregular pulses.
“Then we’ll have to adapt the ritual,” I said, the knowledge of ancient languages and symbols now flowing freely in my mind. “The text mentioned an alternative in times of necessity—a self-binding, more dangerous but possible.”
“Are you sure?” Daniel asked, concern evident in his eyes. “The self-binding requires more energy. It could drain us completely if we’re not careful.”
“We don’t have a choice,” I replied, glancing up at the cracking ceiling. “They’re almost through.”
I could see them now, even with my eyes open—the shadowy forms pressing against the weakening barriers, their outlines becoming more defined as they forced their way into our sanctuary. They no longer appeared as mere distortions in the air but had taken on more solid shapes—humanoid but wrong, with too many angles, limbs that bent in impossible ways, faces that shifted and flowed like smoke.
Daniel nodded, accepting the necessity of what we had to do. “What do we need?”
“Blood,” I said, the ancient instructions clear in my mind. “Seven drops from each of us, one for each point of the star. And the words—I remember them now.”
Without hesitation, Daniel removed a small pocket knife from his jacket. He pricked his finger and carefully placed seven drops of blood on the marble platform, one at each point of the inlaid star. I took the knife and did the same, my blood mingling with his on the ancient stone.
The effect was immediate—the star began to glow with the same blue-white light as the wall patterns, but brighter, more intense. The pendant at my throat grew warm, almost hot against my skin.
“Now,” I said, taking Daniel’s hands again. “We speak the words together.”
The language was ancient, pre-dating classical Greek, its syllables harsh and musical at once. As we chanted in unison, the light from the star expanded upward, forming a dome of radiance that enclosed us completely. The vibration from the stone increased until it seemed the entire chamber hummed with energy.
Through the translucent dome of light, I could see the Collectors had breached the outer barriers. They moved toward us, their shadowy forms rippling with what I now recognized as hunger. They could sense what we were doing and were desperate to stop us before the binding was complete.
The chant built to its crescendo, the final words of the ritual hanging in the air between us. As we spoke them, I felt a sudden, searing pain in my chest, as if something were being branded directly onto my heart. Daniel gasped, clearly feeling the same sensation. Our joined hands clenched involuntarily, gripping each other with desperate strength.
The pain peaked in a blinding flash of light that expanded outward from the platform, colliding with the encroaching shadows of the Collectors. Their forms seemed to rip apart on contact with the light, dissolving into wisps of darkness that dissipated like smoke in a strong wind.
Then darkness. Complete and absolute.
For a moment, I thought I had lost consciousness. But I could still feel Daniel’s hands in mine, could hear his ragged breathing matching my own. Gradually, my eyes adjusted to reveal that the chamber was intact, though the glowing patterns had faded. The only light came from emergency fixtures in the passage we had used to enter.
“Did it work?” I whispered, afraid to break the silence that had fallen.
In answer, Daniel placed his hand over my heart. I did the same to him. Beneath my palm, I could feel a rhythmic pulse that matched my own heartbeat exactly—as if our hearts had synchronized to the same tempo, the same rhythm.
“It worked,” he confirmed, wonder in his voice. “The binding is complete. They can’t separate us now.”
I felt it too—a profound connection that went beyond physical attraction or emotional attachment. It was as if a part of my soul now resided within him, and a part of his within me. The hollowness I had felt all my life was gone, filled with the certainty of our bond.
“They’ll be back, won’t they?” I asked, glancing toward the passage where the shadows had disappeared.
“Eventually,” Daniel acknowledged. “The binding doesn’t destroy them—nothing can, as far as we know. But it prevents them from feeding on our connection or manipulating our memories. They’ll move on to easier targets.”
A wave of sadness washed over me at the thought. “Other pairs like us. Other souls who find each other lifetime after lifetime.”
Daniel nodded gravely. “Which is why our work isn’t done, Elena. Now that we’ve secured our own connection, we need to help others do the same.”
“The Keepers,” I said, understanding dawning. “We need to rebuild the society.”
“Yes. There must be others out there—connected souls who sense something is missing but don’t understand what. We need to find them, help them remember, teach them what we know.”
I touched the pendant at my throat, feeling its ancient power thrumming in harmony with our newly forged bond. “How do we find them?”
“The same way the Collectors do,” Daniel replied. “By sensing the energy of recognition when connected souls reunite. Now that the binding is complete, our perception will be enhanced. We’ll be able to see the connections between others, identify pairs who might be at risk.”
I thought of the weddings I photographed—the intense emotions, the sense of connection between couples that I had always been able to capture so effectively with my camera. Had I been unconsciously responding to the energy of soul bonds all along? Had my career choice been guided by some deeper awareness of what I had forgotten?
“That’s why you’re such a gifted wedding photographer,” Daniel said, as if reading my thoughts. “On some level, you were drawn to documenting deep connections, perhaps hoping to understand what was missing in your own life.”
The realization felt right, explaining so much about the path my life had taken. “So what now? Where do we go from here?”
“First, we rest,” Daniel said, helping me to my feet. The binding ritual had left us both physically drained. “Then we begin the search. I have a list of potential pairs I’ve been tracking—souls who show signs of connection but haven’t fully recognized each other yet.”
“And the sanctuary? Is it safe to leave it?”
Daniel glanced around the chamber, assessing the damage from the Collectors’ assault. “The barriers are weakened but still intact. It will recover its strength over time. But we should move anyway—establish multiple safe locations, create new sanctuaries if necessary.”
I nodded, the wisdom of this approach evident in the memories I now carried. The Keepers had always operated this way—mobile, adaptable, establishing sanctuaries around the world where connected souls could find protection and guidance.
“I’ll need to make arrangements,” I said, thinking practically. “My apartment, my business…”
“Your life doesn’t have to change completely,” Daniel assured me. “In fact, your work gives you the perfect cover for what we need to do. Wedding photography takes you to celebrations all over the city, the country, potentially the world. You’re ideally positioned to identify other connected pairs.”
The idea made perfect sense. I could continue my career while serving a deeper purpose—watching for signs of soul connections, helping those at risk from the Collectors.
“And what about us?” I asked, suddenly shy despite the profound bond we now shared. “In this lifetime, I mean. We’ve only just met, at least in the conventional sense.”
Daniel smiled, the expression lighting his eyes in a way that felt achingly familiar across centuries. “We have the rest of this lifetime to get to know each other again. No need to rush.”
But there was a rush—not of anxiety or pressure, but of joy as we emerged from the sanctuary into the warm evening air of New York. The city continued its endless rhythm around us, millions of people going about their lives, unaware of the shadows that sometimes moved among them or the ancient battle being quietly waged in forgotten tunnels and hidden chambers.
With the pendant warm against my skin and Daniel’s hand in mine, I felt fully alive for the first time in this lifetime. The memories of our past connections were a gift, a foundation for what we would build together now. And the knowledge we carried—the understanding of the Collectors and how to combat them—gave our reunion a purpose beyond our own happiness.
As we walked through the crowded streets, I found myself studying the faces we passed, wondering how many might be connected souls still waiting to find each other, still vulnerable to the Collectors’ hunger. How many carried fragments of memory from past lives, sensing something missing but unable to name it?
“You’ll learn to recognize them,” Daniel said, noticing my scrutiny of passersby. “It takes practice, but eventually you’ll be able to see the subtle signs—an aura around certain individuals, a resonance when connected pairs are near each other.”
“And the Collectors? Will I always be able to see them now?”
“Yes. The binding enhances perception in both directions. They’ll avoid us now that they know we’re protected, but we’ll always be able to see them when they’re present.”
The thought was both reassuring and unsettling. To be forever aware of those shadow entities moving through the world, feeding on the connections between souls—it was a burden of knowledge that would change how I viewed everything.
But I wasn’t alone in bearing that burden. Daniel and I would face it together, as we had in so many lifetimes before. And perhaps, if we were successful in rebuilding the society of Keepers, we would create a network of awareness strong enough to push back the shadows permanently.
Epilogue: Six Months Later
The wedding reception was in full swing, the dance floor crowded with guests moving to the beat of a live band. From my position near the edge of the ballroom, I adjusted my camera settings, capturing candid moments of joy and celebration. The bride and groom were at the center of the crowd, their faces illuminated by happiness as they danced surrounded by friends and family.
But my professional eye wasn’t the only one observing the scene. With my enhanced perception—a gift of the binding ritual Daniel and I had completed six months earlier—I could see the golden threads of connection that linked certain individuals throughout the room. Most were the ordinary bonds of family and friendship, glowing softly in my augmented vision.
The connection between the bride and groom, however, was different—a vibrant, pulsing cord of light that joined them heart to heart, unmistakable in its intensity. They were a bonded pair, though they didn’t consciously know it—souls who had found each other again in this lifetime, their recognition manifesting as the “love at first sight” they had described during our initial consultation.
I caught Daniel’s eye across the room, where he stood in his role as my assistant for the evening. Though he had his own investment consulting business to run, he had quickly learned enough about photography to help me at larger events—a cover that allowed us to work together in our real mission of identifying connected souls.
He nodded slightly, confirming that he too had observed the special connection between the newlyweds. We would add them to our growing list of pairs to monitor and potentially approach when the time was right.
Six months of working together had yielded promising results. We had identified twelve connected pairs in the New York area alone, three of whom had been receptive to the initial, careful conversations about past-life memories and inexplicable connections. One couple—university professors who had experienced simultaneous recurring dreams of a previous life together in 19th century Japan—had even undergone a modified binding ritual under our guidance, strengthening their bond against potential interest from the Collectors.
We had also established contact with similar pairs in Boston, Chicago, and San Francisco, laying the groundwork for a revived network of Keepers. It was delicate work, requiring patience and discernment. Not everyone was ready to accept the reality of soul connections across lifetimes or the existence of entities that fed on those connections.
As I moved around the reception, capturing moments that the couple would treasure for years to come, I remained alert for any sign of the Collectors. Though they avoided Daniel and me directly, we had occasionally spotted them at large gatherings, drawn to the emotional energy and potential connections forming among the guests.
Tonight, however, seemed clear. The only shadows were natural ones, cast by the ornate light fixtures of the hotel ballroom. The newlyweds were safe, at least for now.
Later, as we packed up our equipment and prepared to leave, the bride approached me with a warm smile.
“Elena, thank you so much,” she said, clasping my hands in hers. “The photos you showed us from the ceremony are already incredible. I can’t wait to see the rest.”
“It was my pleasure,” I replied honestly. “You and Matthew have a beautiful connection. It shows in every frame.”
Something flickered in her eyes—a moment of deeper recognition, perhaps. “That’s an interesting way to put it. Matthew and I have always felt like we’ve known each other forever, even though we only met two years ago. Is that strange?”
“Not strange at all,” I assured her. “Some connections transcend time.”
She nodded thoughtfully. “That’s exactly how it feels. Like we were always meant to find each other.”
I glanced at Daniel, who had moved closer to join the conversation. We had developed a sixth sense for identifying those who might be receptive to the truth.
“Have you ever experienced déjà vu when you’re together?” Daniel asked casually. “Moments that feel like memories, but from places you’ve never been?”
The bride’s eyes widened slightly. “Yes! We both had the same experience when we visited Rome last year. Neither of us had been there before, but we both knew exactly how to find this tiny little restaurant down a side street in Trastevere. It was the strangest thing.”
“Perhaps not so strange,” I suggested gently. “If you’re interested, we host a discussion group for couples who’ve had similar experiences. Nothing religious or cult-like, just people sharing stories about deep connections and unexplainable shared memories.”
It was our standard approach—casual, non-threatening, framed as a social gathering rather than an initiation into ancient knowledge. Some declined politely. Others, like the bride now, showed immediate interest.
“That sounds fascinating,” she said. “Matthew would love it too—he’s always been interested in unexplained phenomena. Could you send me the details?”
“Of course,” I replied, taking out one of my special business cards—the ones with the subtle geometric pattern embossed along the border, a miniature version of the protective symbols from the sanctuary. “My personal email is on the back. Just reach out when you’re back from your honeymoon.”
She thanked us again and returned to her guests, the golden cord of her soul connection to Matthew glowing vibrantly as she rejoined him on the dance floor.
“Another potential pair for the new Keepers,” Daniel observed as we carried our equipment to the car.
“If they’re ready,” I cautioned. “We’ll need to proceed carefully.”
The night air was cool and clear, the city lights creating a false dawn against the dark sky. As we drove back to the apartment we now shared in Brooklyn Heights, I found myself reflecting on how much had changed in the six months since our binding.
My life outwardly looked much the same—I still ran my photography business, still maintained my professional reputation, still moved through the world as Elena Vasquez, wedding photographer extraordinaire. But inwardly, everything had transformed. The hollowness that had defined me for so long was gone, replaced by the fullness of remembered lives and the certainty of Daniel’s presence beside me.
Our relationship in this lifetime had developed naturally, building on the foundation of our ancient connection but allowing room for the unique individuals we had become in this incarnation. We argued sometimes—about strategies for approaching potential Keepers, about how much to reveal and when, about mundane things like whose turn it was to do the dishes. But beneath every disagreement was the unshakable bond of souls who had chosen each other across centuries.
At home, we added the bride and groom to our growing map of connected pairs—a large cork board that dominated one wall of our living room, with photos and notes linked by colored strings. Red for confirmed connections, yellow for suspected ones, green for those who had completed a binding ritual under our guidance.
“We’re making progress,” Daniel observed, stepping back to survey our work. “Slowly, but it’s happening.”
“Do you think it will be enough?” I asked, the question that haunted me even in moments of optimism. “The Collectors have had centuries to hunt down Keepers, to feed on unprotected connections. We’re starting almost from scratch.”
Daniel wrapped an arm around my shoulders, drawing me against his side. “We’ve faced worse odds before. Remember Constantinople, 1453? The siege, the city falling around us? We still managed to save the texts, to preserve the knowledge.”
I did remember—the chaos of the city’s final days, the desperate race to secure ancient manuscripts as Ottoman forces breached the walls. Daniel had been a scholar then, I a physician’s daughter. Together, we had smuggled irreplaceable texts to safety, ensuring the Keepers’ knowledge wouldn’t be lost even as the Byzantine Empire crumbled.
“We’ll find enough connected pairs,” Daniel continued. “We’ll rebuild the network. And this time, we have technology on our side—ways to communicate and coordinate that weren’t possible before.”
He was right. Already, we had established secure digital channels to connect with identified pairs across the country. The ancient knowledge was being carefully transcribed, translated, and stored in encrypted files accessible only to confirmed Keepers. The binding ritual itself had been adapted for modern sensibilities, simplified without losing its essential power.
“I’ve been thinking,” I said, turning to face him. “About your suggestion that we host the first formal gathering here in New York.”
We had been discussing the idea for weeks—bringing together all the connected pairs we had identified, those who had already completed the binding ritual and those still considering it. A revival of the ancient Keepers’ conclave, where knowledge was shared, strategies developed, and community strengthened.
“Are you ready for that step?” Daniel asked.
I touched the pendant at my throat, feeling its reassuring warmth. “Yes. It’s time to move beyond individual approaches. If we’re going to rebuild the society properly, we need to start functioning as one.”
Daniel smiled, his eyes crinkling in that familiar way that had first caught my attention across a wedding reception that now seemed a lifetime ago. “Then let’s do it. Summer solstice, perhaps? Traditionally a powerful time for the Keepers.”
“Solstice it is,” I agreed. “We’ll need to secure a location with natural protections—somewhere the Collectors would have difficulty penetrating.”
“I have some ideas about that,” Daniel said, moving to his desk and pulling out a folder of research he’d been compiling. “There’s an old estate in the Hudson Valley with geometric patterns in its architecture that suggest the original builder might have been a Keeper. It’s available for private events.”
As we bent over the papers together, planning what would be the first gathering of Keepers in nearly a century, I felt a profound sense of purpose. The weight of knowledge and responsibility we carried was balanced by the joy of our connection and the hope of creating a network strong enough to push back against the shadows that had hunted us for so long.
Outside our window, the lights of New York glittered against the night sky. Somewhere in that urban landscape, other connected souls were finding each other, sensing the recognition that transcended time but not yet understanding its significance. Some would be approached by the Collectors first, their memories and bonds vulnerable to those hungry shadows. Others would experience the recognition but dismiss it as mere chemistry or coincidence, never knowing the ancient history they carried within them.
But some would find their way to us, guided by the subtle signs and synchronicities we had learned to place in their paths. Some would remember, would choose to strengthen their bonds against the Collectors’ intrusions. Some would join us in the quiet, eternal battle to protect human connections against those who would feed on them.
Daniel looked up from the papers, catching my thoughtful gaze. “What is it?”
“Just thinking about the journey ahead,” I replied. “And how grateful I am that we’re on it together.”
He crossed the room and drew me into his arms, his heartbeat syncing perfectly with mine as it had since the binding ritual. “Always together,” he promised. “In this lifetime and all those to come.”
The pendant glowed warmly between us, a testament to connections that even death could not permanently sever. Whatever challenges lay ahead—the Collectors’ continued hunger, the difficulty of rebuilding the Keepers’ network, the delicate work of awakening other souls to their ancient bonds—we would face them as we had faced countless others through centuries of shared existence.
Together. Always together.
THE END